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Pain💔
I had reached the bridge but I don't seem to see any way to cross it
I could feel my hurt I could scent it but it wasn't mine. I couldn't explain how I was hurting so I realized it wasn't mine.
It was a pain meant for pain.
In english we say am pained
In pain we say it's eating deep inside of me than it should
It has me thinking wen I'm not supposed to.
I've not got this nd that I knew for a fact.
The stage where u recognize pain the most
yeah that's the stage I'm in.
I feel it in my chest my heart my tummy in my whole body. it's fear not fear of the unknown fear of loosing myself.
I'm not bottling my emotions no more cause I can't even express it .
they say u look just fine
but I'm a soul without will
they don't know how I handled it behind closed curtains
Fighting depression
A girl who has lost her worth
A pained soul
A beautiful soul without a genuine beautiful smile that's how I've become
The birds are free but I'm not even close to being free
I've shut myself out feom the world
Fierce is a heart that knows pain
I'm her
© ℑ𝔣𝔢𝔠𝔥𝔦