where are you when I need you?
Tears that I feel streaming down my cheek.
I wish that things were different so many things I wish that were the same.
The times that me and you could spend. The times that we used to escape.
Escaping felt like ascending, to another plane of existence.
I miss you more than words can describe,
I won't even try.
The one thing I know to be true, is that with you here in my life, it becomes less abandonable. And without you I can't feel, and it's been so long, I can not remember what it feels like to be filled up inside.
And if you ever understood this pain I hope it reaches you.
I hope it makes you see there is a place to reach up to, to escape.
Because for me, it didn't mean that.
It's never the same.
For each person individually,
makes their own path to existence.
They choose their own way of being.
And for me?
I feel death, the unknown, the not knowing, somehow is more extravagant,
than life could ever be.

© WordHeavy

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