The first to betray me was my father
My protector, my family
At barely a few years old
My own prince charming betrayed me
They say that girls are the Jewelry of their fathers
If so then I must have been an alien, a stranger, a mistake
Just not his daughter probably

Second was my friends
Those people who promised the stars and left me
Those liars who pretended to like me
Pitying me in hope of feeling better
Taking me for an easy target
It's always the same
You meet them
They like you
You both click off
And when you finally get attached
Bam, they disappear, leave, abandon you
And you're just staring, trying to grasp the situation, the problem, the reason
Yes the reason why it was always the same
An endlessly long darkness
A tunnel filled with pain and heartbreak
The cemetery for innocent souls
All gone.

Third to betray me was myself
My own wicked soul
My thoughts, my pain
It's funny how your own brain destroys itself with it's own question
It's own thoughts
By creating fake scenarios,
By overthinking
Until depression and anxiety creeps in and destroy everything
Until your own mind becomes your biggest enemy
© maya