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Suicide heart ❤
You hear that? Your heart is on your sleeve bleeding. Hurt not change broken not feared. Well depending on the excuse what's the issue? I cook clean love and be charitable so lovely sometimes I feel like the devil has his eyes on me. I know my angel is busting her butt, I try to mend my broken heart. I gone through a phase that leaves shit unclear. I'm a young woman now conquering my fears. Rejection, Pain, Fear all of these thing's use to my me scared. Being alone with only my shadow to hear my heartbeat, that use to scare a big part of me. I am a happy person bubbly true, I grab life by the horns and Dare anyone say not to, heck mending your heart from hurt and pain. I know your mental is fucked up as mine. Remember it use to be my shadow and me mending my broken heartbeat. It use to break my heart to fight back. I mean seriously I felt like there's no coming back, I know as much as I see apparently it is okay to break hearts and see the earth quake. I know my shadow see's when my heart breaks. My mental is fucked up and my heart is on ease, I am not sure it I can take another break. I mean faithful lies and trust in my heart is starting to have enough! When he smiles I see the sun I feel comfort, from him doesn't have to say nothing I am scared, I am scared of love, I am scared of hurt 💔 I know behind the seens everyone has dirt. I know! I know! suidice may seem quicker but, it's to easy I rather heal then fight you can turn a tarnished gem into a shining star.🌟 I know it is Critical to the damage that's been done. sometimes I feel like mending my heart is no fun. I tried to hide my heart but it hangs on my sleeve. As I hear my shadow scream stop your okay. I try my best to love and to be quite I know the difference between hate and my Silence.
© I'm Not cocky just confident 😉