Why I have to make of all the mess,
how to overcome of the loneliness,
I don't know when will long,
nowhere I want to go.
I have been strong for so long,
but the process is too slow,
and I just confined to home.

Neither inside nor outside of me,
I don't know how I want to be.
I don't know how much more I will take,
sometimes I feel like life a mistake.
A universal experiments gone wrong,
being human is wired thing,
and unnecessarily suffering.

Stupid games that Universe play,
expressing itself in numerous ways.
Incarnating in these spiritual bodies,
where can picture be real & light,
why do we have to hurt & fight.

Why get demotivated again & again,
when will cycle come to an end.
So many things I already been around,
now I feel tired & worn out.
I want eternal peace & nothingness,
to live behind earthly mess.

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