Dear diary.....

Today I laughed so hard and even shed some tears
what I couldn't decipher is were they sad or happy tears.
I was carefree yet felt trapped inside
Hoping they wouldn't see what I was feeling .
Was my mask black enough they couldn't see through?
Was my laughter so convincing they couldn't tell I was hurting?
Was my smile so bright enough they couldn't see the hidden pain?
Was my to-go-act enough they couldn't tell I was lost?
Will I be judged if
I said I hated pretenders yet I was the greatest of them all?
Will I be judged if
I said I didn't like liars yet I had the crown resting on my head?
Will I be judged if
I lost my way trying to fill the void?
Will I be judged if
My personality is as colourful as a rainbow?


Still pushing forth day by day to achieve my wildest dreams♥️.

Lizz Kwamboka👑