So much that I want to say but there isn't enough time in a day,
Once upon a time I would be outside watching the kids play,
When I think about them to much my heart begins to bleed,
Thankfully I made it so the only one suffering is me,
There was a time in the beginning I'd be drunk begging God,
On November 10 2010 is the day that I lost my dad,
Watching a man be taken by cancer is nothing but sad,
It is his name that I was given and guilt trip is all I've been given,
Jeffrey is the name my family claims that I am shaming,
Needless to say I dont talk to my family anymore,
Now I spend my time picking myself up out of a personal hell,
More then ten years every time I stood I fell,
At one point there was no purpose scream or yell,
Anytime I needed someone the most none was there to help,
Until April o 2017 I found her a blessing from god,
Sent down before I was past the point of being saved,
The morning she was sent I was looking in the mirror,
It looked like my soul was beginning to melt,
By no means did she old my hand because she was tough as hell,
Importantly she was always there when I began to fall,
She would tell me that your got to stand tall,
To her she is my angel there is no doubt she saved me from Hell,
Without saying any words her love is what I felt,
I love you baby not a day pass where my heart doesn't melt.
© Jm Kiebler