So much that I want to say but there isn't enough time in a day,
Once upon a time I would be outside watching the kids play,
When I think about them to much my heart begins to bleed,
Thankfully I made it so the only one suffering is me,
There was a time in the beginning I'd be drunk begging God,
On November 10 2010 is the day that I lost my dad,
Watching a man be taken by cancer is nothing but sad,
It is his name that I was given and guilt trip is all I've been given,
Jeffrey is the name my family claims that I am shaming,
Needless to...