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Spoken but not heard...
I spoke out of my deepest wounds hoping for your empathy
I struggle to sleep as I toss and torn sharing my wet pillows with my nightmares
I cry myself to sleep but I can barely close my eyes
I lie, claiming it's insomnia but I know very well my heart aches
It's been a very long time since I was this honest, to be honest it's actually my first time being honest
I have a feeling of disappointment in myself but yet again I stand proud next to my shameful mistakes
It takes courage, pain, self motivation and a broken heart to seek honesty and true happiness
I didn't apologize to you so you can forgive me but I did it for me as well to find tranquility
A harmonious thought of passing my regards but then again we not on speaking terms
A pure subject to pain, fatal attraction I am immune to and a smile that never stops showing up
Yes it's OK... To let me go but when I have learned to be on my own
Don't feel the need to disturb my peace because I have come too many times before you asking for your forgiveness and for your love
I walked away with a face dripping tears thinking to myself I could have done better
But all of this ain't my fault
I thought you loved me just the way I am
Who am I?
A questionable thought that arises with the absence of high self-esteem
My heart beats for you but there's no absolute reason to stop you from letting me go
If we part ways I will understand the lesson of our course than count our departure as a loss
I know that I mean nothing to you as you define love as something that I am completely not
I found myself in bed all day wishing you were next to me, what a wishful idea that will leave me broken
Say what you mean and mean what you say, you will never say that you love me because you never did
Its been a very long time since I was this honest and I am partially ashamed of it because I thought of lying to myself
I spoke out of my deepest wounds hoping for your empathy
I struggle to sleep as I toss and torn sharing my wet pillows with my nightmares
I cry myself to sleep but I can barely close my eyes
I lie, claiming it's insomnia but I know very well my heart aches
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I struggle to sleep as I toss and torn sharing my wet pillows with my nightmares
I cry myself to sleep but I can barely close my eyes
I lie, claiming it's insomnia but I know very well my heart aches
It's been a very long time since I was this honest, to be honest it's actually my first time being honest
I have a feeling of disappointment in myself but yet again I stand proud next to my shameful mistakes
It takes courage, pain, self motivation and a broken heart to seek honesty and true happiness
I didn't apologize to you so you can forgive me but I did it for me as well to find tranquility
A harmonious thought of passing my regards but then again we not on speaking terms
A pure subject to pain, fatal attraction I am immune to and a smile that never stops showing up
Yes it's OK... To let me go but when I have learned to be on my own
Don't feel the need to disturb my peace because I have come too many times before you asking for your forgiveness and for your love
I walked away with a face dripping tears thinking to myself I could have done better
But all of this ain't my fault
I thought you loved me just the way I am
Who am I?
A questionable thought that arises with the absence of high self-esteem
My heart beats for you but there's no absolute reason to stop you from letting me go
If we part ways I will understand the lesson of our course than count our departure as a loss
I know that I mean nothing to you as you define love as something that I am completely not
I found myself in bed all day wishing you were next to me, what a wishful idea that will leave me broken
Say what you mean and mean what you say, you will never say that you love me because you never did
Its been a very long time since I was this honest and I am partially ashamed of it because I thought of lying to myself
I spoke out of my deepest wounds hoping for your empathy
I struggle to sleep as I toss and torn sharing my wet pillows with my nightmares
I cry myself to sleep but I can barely close my eyes
I lie, claiming it's insomnia but I know very well my heart aches
#beardedmen #melaninking #vutta #Daveyton #beardedmen #1520 #zuluyesabekamkhwanazi #zulu #africana #blackandwhite #SelfLove #LovesHarder #organic #africana #Blacking #Findlove #mzansi #SouthAfrica #Southy #huaweiy7prime2018 #minanawe #izinja
