Wanted to drown in the sadness,
I heard my sensei traveling north of the madness,
What comes next was some celestial cries from my bathroom showers,
I wanted to try that rocket which took the mars rover,
Because that's where my stories are unheard,
And no one judges for who you are and you can be coward,
That escalated quickly i was a teen even in my twenties,
Never heard of a love living long,
Never heard of a love missing warmth,
This was the triangle i have been living along,
What is the status of my living long,
Got little friends but love lost along,
My father told me that is not all that you came along,
You have seen many wonderful days in your life long,
I wanted to throw myself on that cross for another round,
The old bar maid said you can sing along,
It went on till i got that barrel empty in a single drown,
What is the meaning,...