You're giving me vibes I can't ignore. I thought I'd walked away, closing that door. Thinking of you, my body refuses to sleep. These visions way too god-damned deep. I know you're up, I feel you to the core. Lost without you, I dream no more
Falling to my knees, pulling my hair. Outstretched arms, rain pouring down on me
Pull this heart from my chest, why can't you see
Bricks of salvation tumbling down on me
Buried myself with the pain I don't want to set free
It's the only thing I want to be
Curled up in a fetal position without your lips
Kissing you, holding your perfect hips
As I open my eyes to catch a glimpse of your face
You disappear before my eyes without a trace
Why can't I stay here lying, rocking myself to sleep
The pain in my chest is far too deep
Crying out I lose my voice, to stay like this is not my choice
Losing this fight, watching you fade away
I thought you'd disappear after all this time
Then one day far off in a mindless stare
You found me again.... Why?
I still love you damnit, can't you see
I know now in this life, you have... me
My heart remembers the ache
There is no hope, I'll never be free
Because you left ...
Holding hostage the key
© Dale A Martinez