This feeling I'm constantly feeling
The hurt the ache, the fucking pain in my chest, the disgust ,the disrespect, the feeling of neglect

Confusion the pain of knowing something you don't want to accept..
The rejection the anger starts raging within and my mind starts to go insane my heart its got this feeling its about to explode.
I feel so lost and so fucking alone.
No place feels like home,
No love from the one who
I thought loved me the most.
I'm literally a ghost
Everyone sees right through me
Nothing I say is ever heard
My heart it hurts it hurts so fucking bad
Iv never really felt this sad
Or mad, I don't know how I feel if you want the truth iv lost sight of all truths ..
I see in my mind a well hung noose
I see in my dreams myself stepping off the ladder, put an end to everything
Since it seems to be i don't fucking matter.
I see in reality my dreams and my mind come together and make it all better
Everything will fade ..
Even the faint memory you'll have left of me.

Sincerely, the one you chose to push away and make feel so worthless 😞
© shaneia Comeaux