I fell in love with my own delusions
More than then that of her person
I see the potential and I'm locked in
With my heart throwing away the key
He tells me this could be it
This could be what I need
But once again he's wrong
And I'm locked in with no key and I can't see
Because I slammed the door shut
Knowing how dark it gets
Because I relied on her light
One that shows me love under the night sky
And now I'm the one who only loves daytime
It's a distraction, so bright with life
Until the real world's sets in at late times
And when the sunfall is most majestic
It soon turns so ugly and grey
I feel there's no more beauty in darkness
Since you no longer emerge from the corners
Since you no longer brighten my room
Every edge of my mind is consumed by the the black
And I've come to know I can never go back
Not until the way is lit
And I can find a path to follow
My heart slowly beating
The beats are getting weaker
I need some love inside of me
I'm calling for her name, I'm a begger

© Aries Andino