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Dread.
I feel like I have ruined something,
I don't know why,
I feel like there is something going on in my life that I don't have control over.

Something is collapsing,
Something is tearing apart,
I don't know what it is,
I can't get a hold on the anxiety.

I can't tell anyone,
I won't tell anyone,
I myself don't know this feeling of fear that is built.

My heart feels heavy,
I am suffering,
I don't understand what happened,
But my premonition is a dread,

I wish I could mend,
I wish I could make amends,
I don't want to leave with a baggage this heavy.

Will I get a chance?
I don't know,
All I cn do is hope,
because I know that I have clearly done something wrong,
I just don't know what.
©YDR