How I wish you were the villan.
Hoping you were the one with the mask every's yet to figure out.
But you've been the one pulling the strings that has till now, defined us together.
I was hoping you'd be the bad guy, just for me to have excuses to point out.
But you kept been the smooth tides even when I was all grumbly at the very front line.

How I wish you stemed all of my worries!!
Just tag me worthy of a death with no jury.
Strip the words off, since they seem to be of more value.
You still wouldn't be giving that.
You only became a part of me I wouldn't understand.
Lurking around even when there was no hook to hang.
Pulling me so close, so this thing wouldn't be getting all of the bickers.
Uh!!
I know, I know you'd ask how I let that pass!!

How I wish you were my query!!
Why be the solitude when there'd be no gratitude?
Keep the good face when there'd be no glance attempts.
Keep a good pace, and yet trying to lose the race.
Trying to style up a scar that's been repeatedly bruised way more than it's tried to heal.
Why not question a love that'd bounce off the net?
Leave be a heart that's not willing to mend.
You're literally nothing like anything I've ever had.

How I wish you were my mood swing that varies!!
They say these good things don't come so easy.
How come I got you so soft and tender, and that, at ease?!
Just a touch in the neck and it'd feel like a thousand breeze.
I'm trying to keep this feelings to stay.
Everything seems just right about you.
Oh!! My imperfectly perfect Berry!
But something's off about us.
And there's you trying to convince me you've been the one not doing enough.
You've seen me in the best of lights, (sighs)
Even when I know I've been the mess.
What it feels like to be hugged in his arms.
The way he smells and the way he smiles.
The way he compliments, how endowed!
I didn't need no flags to know he was just right.
Didn't need no excuses to know how pitched this was.
Don't call it favor, he was true to the core.
He doesn't do things that make it to the news headline.
But, he really does touch my heart.

How I wish he was the villain!
How I wish he stemed all of my worries!
How I wish he were my query!
How I wish he was my mood swing that varies!

Weeee, thisss, was never meant to be some puddle.
It's just a tough pill to swallow when there's nothing to blame.
Cos, he showed me these feelings were tender even with the loops.
It's just as rough when there's still a lot to hope.
Knowing I might remain that one mistake you would so failingly admit you ever made.
Please, be sure to break me so well, so well that my heart knows,
Knows you've always there,
But not to remain.

© SaAra.