And once again I sit here at 3am, crying until I feel unwell, lost to the quiet darkness that lingers around me, like a constant hurricane of pain, entwined with the whispers of melancholic lullabies.

How do I get to the surface, when the stones are weighing me down, pulling me into the depths of nothingness, suffocating my hopes?

I've lost myself completely as I am broken into pieces, left as dust and ruins. My heart has turned to stone and my mind is never, ever silent. I thought I was getting stronger, but the scars keep adding up. Will I ever experience happiness, or am I destined to suffer in this endless dark?

© All Rights Reserved — Jai