Every day is a struggle as I fight this want to just let go & die,
Unable to stop the thoughts & still not even one person here helping me try.
Instead they all remain on their pedestals above me judging my life;
When what I need are ones who love me & will stand beside me while this addition I try to fight.

I cannot do this on my own I will never make it out,
This isn't what I inspired to be, being a drug addict isn't the life I dreamt about.
Yet, you all continue to judge even when you have your own addictions you should face;
Still, I never...