ive only committed to 2 things in my life
thats this bottle i grip heavy
and 2 girls i never see.

i had steak on a tailgate lastnight
right with a beachview
many folks passed by to tell me i
was doing it right

but im not.
i havent been for a long time.
i lost a big part of me
when parts of me were no more

i got stuck in a slow down
these hours just dont end.
now im headed to eliminate
yet another friend.

self destruction it seems
hidden behind a "happiness"
but to think i havent been happy
ever since.

750am and im faded
this is what i have. im a million miles from home
come tomorrow, everything will be alright again.
come tomorrow, ill pretend again.
© LonesomeMrFixIt