i find myself spiralling once again
falling down that darkness
over and over
there's a storm in front of me
I can prevent it but I know I won't
i am panicking because I want to stop it
but something's holding me back
pining me right up that wall
one that's all too familiar
I lost all zeal to push back
eyes dim as my soul loses all hope
is this how it feels when it all goes south
when you want to be saved but,
being saved scares you more that the...