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I Don't Know..
Days have been chaotic.
Head filled with words,
Tongue twisted with questions,
Lips left bare without answers.

Days filled with meaningless words,
Nights left empty and hallow.
I haven't seen the sunset since my last poem.
I haven't seen the moon rise since the blue moon.

I haven't been myself I'm months,
My world is starting to gloom.
I don't know what to make of anything,
Other than feeling useless and empty.

I can't do anything,
My hands tied back with worry,
My head spinning with worthless words,
My lungs filled with hard cries,
My heart broken yet again inside.

I can't tell you how I feel right now,
Other than I feel lost in my void of black.
I feel empty trying to find myself again.
Feel useless in the mess I'm in.

I could wish upon a million stars yet,
I know deep inside it would change nothing.
I would walk away and never turn back,
I would be left with the guilt knowing what I left others behind in.

Days fade I to each other,
Sleep doesn't come knocking at my door.
The demons whisper and haunt my witching hour.
I feel as if I've lost everything.

I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know..


© FragmentsInTheWind