Without stabbing I feel the pain of stab,
Sometimes it's control my all mood and force me to leave alone ,
because i stay cautious of my words that it won't hurt anyone,
that terrible my mood swings become, I feel those days were worst than any other days of my life ,
Pain run towards stomach to legs to back and return back to the same place again,
Like it's fucking game,
Someday I divert my mind from pain to music,
Someday I cry and pray God to stop this unbearable pain,
Someday I thought I almost die by it because I won't have enough courage to take it anymore,
Someday I say to God why you made females with alot of pain and suffering,
Which we aren't...