I'm sinking, he screaming

I'm falling, Creator's Calling

I'm Drowning, my Reflection is frowning,

My life is draining

In my head it's raining

I want to let it out ,

But I'm full of doubt,

Creator help me

I'm slipping, I'm tripping,

I'm taking a dive

Frozen from all the hate

My life is growing faint,

I won't give up , I won't give in,

I will always love him,



He loves me, he loves me not,

One by one ,the petals drop,

When will my life be happier?

Will I ever be clean & sober ?

Or should I say when will

This Nightmare be over?

It was all a big lie ,

No matter how hard I try ,

I always seem to cry.

Without any reason why,