You look out into the world and look for another start

I feel the impending doom as my world falls apart

I can't ask you to stay you probably should go

I just can't seem to regain control

I wish you all the best as you go your own way

I hope that somehow despite the way I feel I could make you proud some day

I know whatever you will do you will succeed

You are strong and beautiful you have all you need

You are going to be missed, my heart hurts at the very thought

I wish we would of done what we ought

Never would of went to James that day if I could do it all again

I am sorry for everything that has transpired since then

I really thought you were going to be mine forever

I walked the bottoms with you time and time again in my mind

I hate this fucking world and I have nothing left that is mine

It is going to fall in around me, and I will not rise from this

I will long for your skin needing only your kiss