Ways, so many ways that you break my heart.
Many days, I've prayed for so many days, that this pains go.
But it just doesn't seem to.
Pain,
Agony,
Broken heart,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Is all I've got from this.
But some how, I still keep falling.
I'm still falling in love with you.
It's wrong, yet it feels right.
I'm still falling in love with you.
Why is that?
My heart knows it's wrong but yet it pushes me.
Hope settles in my heart like it is it rightful abode.

You are still a part of me,
In every breathe I take, etch your name.
In every thought of mine, you're right in.

In a world where there's nothing but painful pains.
Others beloved are their sources of happiness and peace.
But in my case, mine is the reason for my pains.
But I can't still stop falling for you.
Why is that?

It's all clear,
Like a transparent ocean.
Looking into it, knowing we don't have a future but yet I still keep falling in love.

I'm still falling in love,
I'm still falling in love with you.

It all feels like a curse more than a blessing.
But hope still keeps lingering.
The flame of hope keeps dancing.

And years go by like days,
But, nothing's changed.
You might have left long ago but my heart still is longing for you.

The flame is gradually going off.
Tired of waiting.
How I wish it was as easy as they all said.
© kaya N