sleep
all it does is
creep
so
handsomely
upon me
dancing
around my heavy
lids
playing with me
like little
kids
rythmically
organically
falling in and out
the slower the
process
the deeper the
confess
of eternal salvation that i
seek
death displays similarities
to falling
asleep
the stillness
the floating
the deep meditation and penetration of chemicals forcing my eyes shut
closed
darkness
surrender
i placidly stare into my eyelids and see fields of green grassy hills with yellow flowers permeating my entire sight of vision
the sweat that sneaks upon my forhead and nose in this warm cozy position
the noises that whisper so
delicately
in the background of my sleep wake
me
astonishingly
and the comfort of my loving mothers arms and breasts pull me back to that blissful state of sleep so nice and
tingly
sleep
sleep
the disappointment of being woken no longer is there anymore
for i know now that sleep is only a knock at the door
away with being awake until i have fulfulled myself with the rest that i need
i tried not to lust after it or want it with greed
its just my body has given in to this wonderful blessing we call sleep and my mind has allowed to take the journey of a new dream and life has satisfied me with comfort and love and now i know a storm is coming from above and i promise this helps me rest even more to know that it will be raining outside that door and that this window sill will be full of droplets and the grass in the morning will be wet because there was no stopping it
the rain
it helps me wonder what this times air will smell like and what will be the sound of thunder. seven seconds or was it ten when after lighting the sound of thunder would make noise again
even when the thunder wakes me and my eyes stare wide into the open i will know that this is the perfect time to do what i do and i know you remember a sleepy time like this too.