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There's a saying that "your dad is your first love"
Well really you were my first heartbreak
The first man I was supposed to love never gave me the chance to,
I lived with him but never present in his home.

The man who is always supposed to be there never was
The man who is supposed to protect me from the world and tell me he'll do whatever me for became the world...

I'll always love you no matter what and I hate it.
I hate how you left me thinking that you don't want me, that all men are all the same and that I'm not worth loving.
I wish your actions spoke louder then your words.

The first person to give me trust issues
The first man who was supposed to be my hero because the villain of my story
The man I'm supposed to look up to made me look down on him,
Wishing that I don't marry a man like him.

I just truly hope you'll love me one day...

© d3adlyk0rbz


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