The moment something happens to you that changes your life forever in ways that kills you in every way but you live solely to tell a story and help others,
when the closest people close to you can not be trusted with any information that could be used to hurt you physically or frame you.
Controlling the information everybody can get their hands on including family due to preventing other tragedies because the fear of being targeted again or framed again took everything from you, your future, your life, your friends, your family, everyone.
You question your sanity for years then realised you had been robbed of any livable life / future, the fear weighs so heavy in your cauntious and never subsides nor leave you alone, not even sleeping will let you be at ease its like everything you was is dead and all thats left is a death while you live you are dead and nobody to help you through it, psychologist and therapists want to put you in a mental hospital and the sad thimg is all you want is to be left alone and have a chance to continue forward.

A Dark Memory.
© Josh Mckinney