When did I become so numb
Don't know how i lost myself
All the words left my mouth
Am paralyzed
Can't find my feelings
I no longer feel things I know I should
If I can get out of this I would
But I don't think I could
Can't find the real me
Am lost and it kills me
Don't know what to write
Am getting tired to fight
Late nights suck away my might
I know and I've been told
The pain only makes you bold
But my feelings i sold
Because they keep me in the cold
My life is lame
I hide I shame
But who's to blame
The guy who made me a game?
Doesn't matter my life's the same
I lost the person I know
I don't let pain show
But I can't let go
Am scared to live
But am scared to die
If life is pain then I buried mine
But it's still alive
I don't feel something
Cause am numb Inside
I feel nothing and I wonder why
I stay up night and I often cry
In a race of life but time pass me by
Am at the bottom but don't know what the problem is
Am in a box
But am the one that locked me in
Someone get me out cause am running out of oxygen

#depressedandconfused
@sophiedavies

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