I was born in Oklahoma but I’m not from here technically my family is from overseas

My mother was adopted so my true identity was always hidden from me

Now I sit and struggle in this place alone I wish I knew my real family all along

I asked growing up but was told it wasn’t a good idea
I wonder why it wasn’t a good idea for them to know me

The family I have what’s left it would seem, seems to fucking hate me

They are never there for me like I need them to be
It seems to give them pleasure to watch me struggle and bleed
So technically I have nobody

I can’t trust anybody around me
It would seem they are all demonic demons running the streets trying to take over me with lies and greed

I know who I am and where I belong
In the future people are gonna see I am who I say I am all along

I can’t stand dishonest demons and greed, I fucking hate the devils fucking seed

It would seem only people just don’t understand me
They always come to their own conclusions of who I am to be

Well I don’t know you so I don’t owe you an explanation believe me
I give one anyways just so people can fucking look at me crazy

I guess the devil knew my destiny so he sent his demons out to stop me

5 years I been fighting their lies stalking stealing beatings hacking robbing framing running their fucking mouth while trying to take everything from me

I’m so fucking sick of all the demons that I see
Get the fuck off of me, your not welcome to come around me, your nasty ass energy is not welcome around me

People think I just run my mouth and I’m not who I am to be that’s really your problem because it’s not fucking me

Everybody goes through hard shit but mine is just a little more treacherous believe me my path is not fucking easy they don’t want me to see so they create stress around causing me to lose my energy

Instead of focusing on my path, I’m prevented from that by people always intervening and making things harder on me I don’t deserve it and I’m sick of trying to show people what they just can’t see always trying to destroy everything around me

I stay to myself I don’t bother anybody
I stay guarded against everybody
Nobody is fucking honest towards me
It’s always what they can do to get one over on me to make my success fucking bleed

Always trying to knock me down and I’m so sick of this nasty ass fucking decietful energy



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