I can't stare at the mirror anymore
Everytime I go close..
The past comes crushing down
I see you in me
You become my body... My soul ... My heart
That's not what I signed up for
I thought it's was just love
Now it's just emotions
Regrets .. pain... tears
God forbid I'm still seventeen
I should worry about school and looks
Yet i got blood and pieces of broken mirror
Red paintings all over my room
Obsessed ..depressed.... disconnected
Still searching for reality and my life outside you