Anxiety creates my addiction,
Addiction gives me anxiety,
I commit mistakes with no reason,
Only to end up feeling guilty.

I travel and travel so far,
My mind always in its own little world,
In there, as I try to see myself as a star,
My shoulder's slouch with the world's load.

Too bad! I am not brave enough,
I am always afraid of failure,
That I end up never trying hard enough,
You must know; Cowardice has no cure.

It's easy to give advices,
But so difficult to act upon it,
Everyone is trying to accumulate broken pieces,
Encountering sufferings at each bit.

You can always say things,
Only to later regret,
Everywhere you see are lowly beings,
Jealousy turning their admiration to hate.

Feelings of hate crowding inside,
Only harms the host,
Now, their smiles seem too wide,
Own jealousy killing them the most.

Nobody can save them now,
Oh! You can surely try,
Difficult times sit heads hung low,
But then you'll find how good they lie.

I warned you before,
I will warn you again,
They will hurt you to the core,
Till you are only breathing pain.

Now you are back for more,
Doing the same mistakes again,
Anxiety will never let you snore,
You will end up never dreaming again.

© jas