#toxicrelationship #hurting #heartache


I lied because of you
My heart's aching cause of you

I damaged myself
Because of you
And hurt those that really cared about me



Because of you
I did things that would make them hate me
It even makes me hate myself



I betrayed myself because of you
I felt guilt because of you
I kept secretes because of you



I'm hard on myself because of you
My life's a mess because of you
Am losing control of my own body because of you

I wish I could erase you completely from my memories
I wish I'd never met you
I wish you go away, get out !

I'm screaming “ Stay away from me! ”

What's really funny is that you don't even know the kind of things - I do because of you
And your trying to talk me into doing more

Please stay away, I'm begging

I'm gonna need some days, weeks perhaps even a year

I need some time and space

I'm trying to get myself together


© Mr Black