Speaking to my younger self

you use to be crazy
when you loved a girl
with a eye that was dizzy
you had that real feeling
when you have found something amazing
you use to compare it more than sleeping
staying up all night thinking steering at the ceiling
how will I approached her
what am I gonna say for a start?... wondering
yes it was like madness, speechless to express
you use to be shy
with the fear of the class in mind
to show a true love your burning heart
you were also scared
to stand how she gonna react
wether it will spark her heart the same
or intense her to act with a slap
as a little boy that is how
you use to crawled
if you sillily slipped and in love you falled
rather than stand up erectly tall
and look straight in her eyeballs
you choose alone your thoughts and words
for a girl inside the walls

in your silly hidden love
for a pretty girl who never got to find out
your heart remained unbreakable, cause
it didn't became attached and merged
with the fear to split and bleed





© SJ Allone