Today I'm sitting reminiscing of my younger years... thinking abt all those times I'd wouldn't have survied..... now I feel lost trying to fight these tears..... pick up the phone... just to remembering ur no longer here.....gone away.... left this world.... I cant believe ur gone.... my best friend....
My worst nightmare.... the last one standing.... everytime I thought my world was gonna end.....
Now I feel lost and dying .... stuck in a darkened web..... no where to run..... cant escape.... praying u will be rt here when I awake.....
Mom I miss u.... ... im doing all I can..... I'm trying to learn to live again.... sometimes I still feel u holding my hand..... I hear u whisper "everything will be fine..... now pick urself up...
Ur wasting time.... look around.... u have to move on... pick urself up off the ground.... I'm not gone I'm in every lesson u learn....
Around the corner in memory lane... threw the tears and any bridges uve left to burn...
I'm in every direction....
Every where u may go....
Carry me in ur heart mention me in memories so everyone will know"..
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© babyhicks74