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I wish
I wish, i was seated next to you right now to show you how much i loved and cherrished you every single moment we had.
I wish, i would write off those letter on the walls of your grave just so you know that you meant the world to me.
I wish, i could open my heart and brains to you so that your spirit and soul could read through them and tell you how much you really occupied me.
I wish, i could cry out loud so that the heavens would open and hear me tell you, 'Papa, i love you with all that i have.'
I wish, time would be reversed so that i could run to you again but that would mean me going back to being a child again, to mind I would not.
I wish, i could stop my heart from aching to your bereavement and the hurt you caused my heart but too late is the word that crossed.
I wish, i could turn the tables arround and make things change so that you could see the how much we've become but gone are the days .
I wish, i could stop wipe away the tears that run down as i write this to you and wish you could tell me to stop crying and woman up because that was always your wish.

I wish, i would have seen you for one last and not see Mama's pain as she told you her last goodbye with tears clouded on her eyes.

Dad, i write so eager that one day my words will be felt and be written back to,but this letter called life had its post with you .

I am here hoping that when sunshine comes i will receive a letter from telling me that In heaven their is love, peace and solace and i would reply back with a beautiful smirk on my face.

I wish i could send this letter to you but i would just be tagged a begger which i choose to be for you.

It now ten years,
Ten years, down the rocky path without you to celebrate my turning another year and blowing of candles that you always made sure i had.

I hope this passes with you being happy singing the melodies of joy that are never
perturbed.

I hope that you see us everyday when you pray for us .
I hope thr angel tell uou that i wrote to you this day.
Happy fathers day from where you are Papa.

kimcece