It's not easy,
to be this crazy.
with your pure soul tangled with mine
I lay, wondering...

The spark of your sight,
the warmth of your presence,
the joy of your touch,
the pain of your distance,
the agony of your incertitude,
the void of your presence,
all once again made me stone cold-

Was it what it is now ?
An angel disowned by heaven,
rebuked by hell,
ignored by world,
just for you.
But,
the Lucifer in you,
could not suppress.
He wanted me -
not for love,
but for torment .

And you did what you shouldn't
you turned to oblivion...
left me stranded...
torn to shreds...
heart pierced...
mind crushed..

my naive existence
just became kaliedoscope of instances.
'My truth' 'my love' itself betrayed.
Reality distorted.
© Raymn