If you're a person with burning desires, then accepting that most of them won't happen, can freeze a person's aspirations
Discouraging them from ever wanting to live out their fantasies, furthering the constant swelling of regret
Because they become alarmed by the idea that presumably none of the things will materialize into reality

Afraid to say, but I've trapped myself in this limbo of a scenario that I tried to escape from
Not a good thinker nor good decisive maker when it comes to these complex questions with more complex answers
I enjoy living in a world that I only can see in my mind, nothing outside can mold into theirs

Until now, as I began to accept that constantly living in your mind and creating these false storylines
Will invite even more unsatisfacton and sorrow than satisfaction and happiness, because it's not real
Something that's not real can easily break into pieces, and watching it fall apart can sour a person's soul

The inspiration for me to finally stop living in a world that doesn't exist, and to start creating that world into existence
Mature, but my immaturity outweighed it, but it's time to reverse it into my maturity outweighing my immaturity

© Your Rejected Rose