"I wish I never texted you.
Not that night,
Not that day,
Not yesterday,
Not today,
Never.
I wish I never even got to know you.
I wish I had put myself first.
I wish I had never trusted you.
But i know I don't trully wish it,
Because I still want to trust you.
I try everytime to find excuses for what you did,
But I can't.
I can't excuse how you made me feel,
Or how you broke me from the inside.
I don't trust you one bit,
But i know its a lie.
I don't know when our texts are being sent to other people.
But I don't truly care.
You said you "care about me",
But I don't think so.
If you care about someone, you don't want to harm them,
Ever.
I wish I never texted you because I believed you.
Every fucking time.
And everytime you broke my trust.
I love you,
Yes.
But I don't want to anymore.
I don't want to miss you.
I don't want to talk to you,
But I know it's a lie.
I wish I never texted you,
But I know it's a lie."