It all started off with a little bit of weed. It quickly turned into heroin, coke and speed. It was fun that would not last. It got out of control, way too fast. I wondered how did this happen everything was just  fine. I guess I crossed some kind of imaginary line. I caught a habit  and I needed more and more . I did whatever it took to get my next  score. All that mattered was my next high. I watched so many of my friends overdose and die. It didnt matter  who I affected. I didn't even care what It was I injected. Overtime I came to some conclusions. Eventually I would have to face the lies and illusions. I was playing a game I could only lose. Its  life or death, I now have to choose?

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