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Sitting beside my mum
In the living room
Staring blankly on my phone
Holding back my tears
Screaming in my mind
This aching...
You have to bear...
I was about to sob
Was About to let my mum know
How the hell much my heart throb
How the hell much it is miserable
How the hell much it is painful
It's the hardest thing on Earth
For me to see him
To see with her
Him....
The man I love the most
He'll be with me
I hoped...
But somehow
I ended up alone
There's no chance
He has gone
I won't let anyone know about this
I'll have to live on my own
He's out of my reach
No matter how much love and care I have,
to give him
And how much I've given
But I can't deny the fact
I'm a third person
While I was struggling b/w my heart and brain
I heard my mum asking
Are you alright ?
I said
"of course I'm fine, Momma you know I always smile"
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