I fake a smile every day, just to make it thru the day. I tell myself I love u, But it's nothing new.I have so much self doubt, I hardly know what I'm about. Am I a liar, or telling the truth?
I burn with all this desire, But only for it to break, To break me from the start. I can't do anything right! I am filled with so much fright.
Scared to lose
Scared to win
Scared to be alone
But maybe it's come that time, That time to start anew. A fresh start...maybe
Maybe it will be alright, Maybe it won't
All I know is that I'm tearing apart everything that once was me...