Step into the light of a brand new day
Feeling every single one of the suns' rays
But still here in this darkness I lay
They all say my time is coming
But I'm so tired of running
And the path I want to take they're all steadily shunning
Why try to keep me here
For every single one of these years
It's not like you can harvest my tears
It's a never ending cycle
I don't think my smile will ever have a revival
As they say, this isn't living, it's just survival
But it's never been for myself
I've always neglected my health
Praying away my life in stealth
I do the best I can
But I think I'm the weakest version of man
So why not just get on with my plan
Is it all just to save your feelings?
I've attempted your so called healing
And my oh my was it revealing
I see this world for what it is
While you claim my soul should be his
But how could someone really make all of this
If I had that power
If I sat up there on the top of that tower
I wouldn't...