My name fades in evanescence.
I run through recollections without peers,
Reality disintegrates as it appears to be.
Fantasy engraved horizon blends with speed,
Another shift to this paradigms decrees.

Suicidal tears stream from cavernous holes of my soul,
Areas tender and mostly unseen.
Homicidal debates attempt to take control,
Tends to the destruction of any grasp left on the serene.

Choking on the contents of a chalice filled with fear.
Clutching my heart from instincts picking up an approaching terror.
Seperation from the basic constituents of what grounds me.
Clashing...