May.19, 2023
This will probably be a short entry, I feel pretty...happy today. I almost don't feel safe saying that, I'm pretty sure you can guess why. Things with Mari are still
going pretty good, I don't feel safe saying that either- but I'm working on it. Lately in between our times together I almost seem to find a bit more beauty in my
own life, I can't believe I'm saying that either, really. I haven't said something like that since I used to be a city girl, and that was almost 10 years ago. Today I
went on a 3 mile walk around my old apartment complex in Cerulean Hill the first one I moved into upstate. I caught another sunset while I was out there, it
seems I'm always chasing the perfect time window for those haha.
That's something I'm always doing. Looking up at the sky, I probably look crazy as fuck to the passerbys in cars, my gaze is always erect. I'm always trying to catch a golden light from somewhere, and if I manage to get it, my eyes get real big and starry and I get lost- (yes, even if I'm walking on the side of the road and somehow end up in the middle of the street from not paying attention). There was a sudsy cloud that seemed to brush across the sky so elegantly, it was so beautiful to see. There was still plenty of...