Ym mnid 💭💭✍️✍️🎶🎶🎶🎙️🎙️🎶🎶🎶 June 5th , 2021
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My mind is a prison overpopulated with remorse and of course reality life had got boring .
Picasso painted Images of real sin hell , mystery and horror , my mind refuses rehabilitation it
cowards in a concrete corner face in hands , protesting
parole I'm locked within ... inside my head
satan , I'm your biggest fan . My mind punishes me with guilt .
Torturing my thoughts in my head it can get really dark
My mind is unforgiving it confiscates all my happy thoughts , in my mind
shit get real heavy It segregates my hopes dreams I can't get out because im sinking , sinkin In memories where the floor used to creek midnight dreams paranoid woke I can't sleep my my past is haunting , it's haunting me in my mind I'm shape shifting becoming something I'm mentally swamped in darkness ,
depression is what made me zombie all I see vibrant colors , of pain allowing occasional visits of promises . college school bombings I'm destored my mind i think that shit is awesome yet these thoughts are horrifying and haunting life is a complicated hard knock life is hell and I'm literally on fire , they lookin for water but water cannot smot me call Sam and dean the Winchester's for hire
I'ma vampire come haunt me .

Fuck !!!!

convicting confessions callously
castrating my continuing appeals I believe heaven is hell so why shall I bag God for clemency he doesn't dwell here on earth hell is beneath me .
My mind mocks mercy , It mimics moments of misery , in a mental mirror molesting my mild memories ...
in a riot of regrets .
My mind wants no truce it gladly guards my goals behind gilded gates of grief anxiety has given me a life sentence of worry
My mind is a prison that i cannot escape and it assures me that death is my early
release .. but not till my haters and enemies come with me ..

Cicratriz de Amor
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