Someone would understand, I guess?
Things they go through would be relatable
Am I the one who doesn't get it?
It's new, comfortable, a bit scary...right?
This isn't what people are afraid of, though,
Not even close, that I know.
Maybe I'm the one who gets scared easily?
I knowomeone would tell me, if I could ask
But what am I looking for exactly?
I'll just stop searching then.
...until the urge comes again at least.
Do I really have to stop?
I guess? I shouldn't keep this up,
But it's comfortable.
I just want to let go.
Perhaps I'm not comfortable enough yet
Maybe there's a reason I'm scared...
...or maybe it's irrational, just like my thoughts
What I know now is that I want to sleep.
Maybe I'll think again tomorrow
Or maybe I shouldn't... I probably will?
I can't, though, no.
The world won't stop turning for me.

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