It's already midnight,
I'm still crying,
My eyes are swollen,
I can't see anything,
I've been crying since morning,
But you can't even notice this,
Your actions cut deeper,
Deeper than a river in my heart,
I... I can't believe this is happening.

Now that you left me for him,
He's my friend,
What haven't I given you dear,
I offered you my body,
As an ultimate sacrifice,
Tore my reputation,
All for you as my only woman,
You are the only woman I knew,
You taught me how to love,
You taught me to never hurt what I heart,
You stood by me all through,
Like a sister, a mother, a lover, a friend and a mentor,
What is happening now?

If he comes,
I'll bury my face in my hands,
And let you enjoy life,
I will even spend the night on the floor if that's what you want,
I will cover my tears with a fake smile if that's what you want,
I will leave the bed for both of you,
And sleep on the cold veranda to see you happy,
I will do what you wish as long as it makes you happy.

All I see is both of you
Holding hands in public,
Showing the world how worthless I am,
Both of you sharing a bathtub,
And you undressing him,
And you are both naked,
You moving inside him,
While he begs for more,
It's like fire burning deep inside,
I will cover my eyes,
I can't watch this happen,
Since it's hard to get over you.

How could you do that,
We'll never be the same darling,
In the end honey,
You'll have yourself to blame,
But for now sweetheart enjoy life,
Enjoy and enjoy,
But the moment a heart breaks,
You know it's over,
You know it's gone,
Gone to never come back,
Baby, it's all gone.

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