I stare into the dark abyss
as if I could see anything but me,
I've tied my restraints
to keep everyone safe
from this so called saint
I claim to be
I'm in this state of my mind so perturbed
I've never wanted to return,
something tells me I've never left,
this place is my head,
I can't be one with myself when I feel the duality of sadness and brutality

if I was to tell you
that I want your unsolved mystery
that would be a sillouhete of the truth
I sit alone no one with me
in this lonely dark room
all I wanted was your pity
so just let me resume

I stare into the dark pits
of your irises
seeing but denying your wishes
I'm cogitating myself and everything
it's scary how you can be so interesting and so deceiving,
I'm cemented into your demented love
my heart is twisted from your
narcissistic ways,
thoughts of your artistic face
has left me forever incarcerated in your name

if I was to tell you
that I want your unsolved mystery
that would be a sillouhete of the truth
I sit alone no one with me
in this lonely dark room
all I wanted was your pity
so just let me resume

I stare at the hardships
you caused to make me bleed,
aberrations consume my soul
from what I used to behold,
I can never let go
Ominous eyes with obvious lies
peering into my psyche
I don't feel death
and sure as shit can't feel alive
a thousand thoughts of suicide in the blank of your eye
I will never be alright

if I was to tell you
that I want our dissolved history
that would be a sillouhete of you
I stay alone no one to uplift me
in this phonie cartoon
all I ever needed was your pity
so just leave me doomed