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Parasite
I feel like a parasite
Sticking only to my host
My feelings and emotions becoming nothing but a ghost
As if I can't even think my own way
It's useless trying to be myself
Whether or not they appreciate me for my efforts or not,
I can't help be somebody else
Someone who doesn't cry
Doesn't scream
Doesn't shout
A mask I simply display
Straight from the top my mount
I can't think by myself it seems
I feel too empty for that
So I mirror others for the taste of the satisfaction
Dispite the fact
That my whole mind is a mess
I'm completely underdressed
My new heart is in shambles
While I try and piece together the old one
Whoever said that loving was easy
Has clearly never been me
Because a parasite, in it's true form
Is just a person who disregarded any sign of release


© Tannni