I fight my demons day and night
But they come running back with blast of smite
In circles it goes on time to time
A war that persist peak at midnight

Wrestling these battles is a tiring task
Yet can't escape the dooming darkling's grasp
Fate has made a cut so sharp
There is no choice but to pretend with a mask

In desperation, you make your own cure
Look for help, cry out, rebel, run and hide
Elements of distraction work for a while
But the battle is meant to happen all the time

Running, escaping is all an excuse
Once caught, even the supports will go loose
The war is ugly but no one can see
Emotional torment that scares shit out of me

Loosing friends, loosing family
Yet it's not so scary upon loosing me
Crazy to feel myself break piece by piece
Without even getting noticed suspiciously


|mm_i_ss|


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