I came in this world first
I was the first baby that you pushed out of your womb
she was your second child
SECOND
But now the tables have turned
she's on top of your list and I'm a scratched scribble at the bottom
she gets smothered with love and praises
while I get swept away with complaints and flaws
You say you love us equal
but I see the way you look at her ;eyes glinting with pride as you smile at her,always there to defend her
I get it she's perfect
with no flaws and wrongs ,with perfect manners and immaculate personality
and then there's me
a rotting mess ,a mistake
I get it she shimmers with perfection
while I decay in rage
i have anger problems ,I push everyone away
but I was once first
and now you pushed me second